"i miss you" note..

there's so many words that i wanna say..

there's so many memories that i wanna remember..

there's so many moments that i wanna turn back..

there's so many things that i wanna do..

there's so many places that i wanna go..

there's so many..

all of these because of you..

because i MISS you..

901B chicks day out..

901B hot chicks..

lunch time

the restaurant

Bowling time

Group A bowlers

Group B Bowlers

See those pictures..this is what happened when 901B hot chicks went out together..it was to celebrate our last time as housemates coz after this we might not staying together anymore..Gonna miss all of you..i wish all of you good luck for you future undertakings and keep in touch whenever and wherever u are..huhu

my 23rd birthday..[21st April 2011]

when was my last post?? it was on April 15th..huh..that's mean i was neglecting my blog for about a month..Actually there were lots of things/events happened to me but my hands and finger are too heavy to write or post in this..duuhhh..actually i'm so lazy and a bit busy with my examinations..at first, i thought i will be free after the examinations but haish..i still got workshops that i need to attend until 27th May..huh..can't they just give us an early break??..

Right now, i'm alone in my room coz most of my housemates already went back to their hometown, while jen n flo went for the "exercise" thingy and left me all alone in my room..U must be "tertanya2" why i didn't follow them..the answer is i'm too lazy.. [pat on your shoulder if you have guessed the right answer]..hurm..i don't have any idea on what should i write..so, i think i start with:

My 23rd Birthday

I celebrated my 23rd birthday on April 21st 2011, it was about one month ago..hurm..any special things happened in my birthday??.. okay..i got birthday wish from my sayang and a surprise gift which was an i-pod touch..isn't it special?? i never thought that he's going to buy me an i-pod touch for my birthday..it was really sweet because there were an engraved words at the back of the i-pod..it really2 made my day..and it is the best company ever..Thank you,sayang..

then, my housemates pranked me with a quarrel incident where at first it was not really worked coz that time i was busy with my assignment but after lots of trials and after flo came, finally it worked..they "baling" tepung at my shirt and sing "happy Birthday" song with a cake..thanks to jeniffer sandra for planning all those things..[nasib baik xnaik marah waktu tu] huhu..n thanks to all my 901b housemates for the surprise and prank..

Not only that, i also got surprise birthday party at Gravy baby (Kak wani and Abg syafiq's cafe). i called it Masquerade birthday party...Thanks to Kak wani and Abg syafiq for the treats and all the performers that night - flo, kok lian, danny, jen, alia n sume2 la..huhu..it was fun and really2 love it..

So, thank you to those birthday wishes and gifts and cakes and surprises and everything laa..really2 love u all..

Stop it,please!!!!

These few days gave me lots of laughs and stress..I'm okay if the stress means assignments but it's NOT..haish..These few days i got calls and sms from i don't know who..If he just called once, it's okay..ni tak..selagi i did not answer my phone, selagi tu la he kept on calling me..You must be wondered how I know that the person is he..because terlampau serabut ngan call2 tu, i asked my rommmate to answer it..n it is a guy and ntah from where..my roommate pun xfaham die cakap ape..then, my roommate marah2 la..ingatkan dah FAHAM BAHASA n takkan call lg..but he still kept on calling me..sekali kol dalam 5, 6 kali..until i need to silent my phone n my phone battery pun cepat habis..ish..sakitnyer hati..yang ni satu hal..then, one more coming..i've got this msg from someone named "ayah" and guess what he asked me to give him RM50 Topup..ade ke patut..Hey..i only have one ayah n i didn't called my abah as ayah..n my dad xperlu topup because he used line..senang2 hati je mintak topup kt orang..xde keje ke???? I hope this things will stop soon coz don't make me more stress. I have lots of things that i need to think of..orang2 yang xRETI BAHASA ni..tolongla jauhkan diri dr saye yer..baik pg wat keje yg lagi bagus!!! n if anyone knows how to avoid these things, please feel free to give me suggestions..because i am really really annoyed with this..

FreeDom WritErs..

FreeDom WriTers?? What Does it Mean?? Hurm.. This is actually the movie about a new teacher who needs to educate students who are having racist problems. They fight and tease students that are from different culture from them..They will only sit and talk with their own culture. and if there are someone who are interfere in their community, guess what they do?? They FIGHT..Can you imagine how sad is the new teacher to see something like this on her first posting?? However, this teacher never give up and try her best to avoid this matter in her classroom especially eventhough other teachers do not bother and just give up on these kids. the best method is the journal writing where students are asked to write anything about them in the journal. The teacher do not force them to write, but fortunately, all of them write in the journal and tell about their life especially. The teacher let the students to decide on what they want to write and the taecher don't check on their grammar or anything. Isn't it helpful for teacher to know about their students better from this method?? n I AGREE.. This is what the FReeDom WritErs are all about.

Just Like BloGgEr, we are the FreeDoM WRitErs..we decide on what to write and share people. and All the things that we write is from our own perspective and view. There is no right or wrong except if it is "bercanggah" with certain religion or something.So, in all of us, we are the writers, i mean FrEedom WriterS, Because we have the specialty to write everything that we want..

"enlightment"..=)

Today, i'm going out with one of my housemates; FARAH (my junior) to midvalley to buy "something" for my other housemates for their b******ys..Before we go out, FARAH called her parents first.. n we arrived in IPBA, she called her parents also..n one more thing, at first I ask her to wait for me at the jusco coz I want to cash deposit my money into my account at Maybank but she said don't leave her alone..I feel like weird at first because i always do that with my parents..like walking separately and then meet at this..this place..Actually, when I think about it again and again..I think her action is good and very adviseable for us to do it because sometimes we cannot take a risk that nothing will happen to us when we go out either alone or with friends.. We have to be careful and let at least one people know where we are, what are we doing and so on. So, credit to FARAH coz give me an "enlightment" about this matter..huhu..

I Do..

I heard my roommate, jen listened to this song, I Do by Colbie Callait..and I terus love this song.."Ooo..I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE THIS SONG" - gedik mcm kt dalam skits..huhu..anyway, Thanks Jeniffer Sandra..=)..This song is about a woman for is always thinking about herself before she met this one guy. Then, when she met this guy, she thinks that this guy is the one and she can't stop from saying I DO because this guy is the guy that she wanted to get married..that's all about the song..From my view, it is sometimes hard to find a guy that us as women can just straight away say I DO. it takes time and lots of learning and experience that we have to face before we meet MR. RIGHT. it is a long path and i feel so lucky that I find a guy that i can just straight away say I DO whenever the question comes - you know what is the question..=)

p/s: I Love you, My MR. RIGHT.. <3

I DO lyrics by Colbie Callait

It's always been about me, myself,

and I I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted to be anybody's other half

I was happy saying I had a love that wouldn't last

That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before it's been like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I can't live without it,

I can't let it go

Ooh what did I get myself into?

You make we wanna say

I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me is it only me

Do you feel the same?

You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games

I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down

You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now

Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before it's been like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go

What more can I get myself into?

You make we wanna say

Me, a family, a house, a family

Ooh, can we be a family?

And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do

Cause every time before it's been like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let us go

Just look at what we got ourselves into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Love you

English Week..

it had been 3months and a half, i'm in IPBA..what a hectic life that i had here with assignments, lectures, class, sports etc..Every week, i need to summit at least one assignment..Fuh..however, Thanks Allah for giving me some free time to get involved in English Week. I participated in Skits competition. although at first, we nyaris-nyaris nak withdraw from the competition of the assignments, but we still continue with it. Thanks to Mr Mano because of the extension of AIS assignment. We just practiced in two days n u know what, we won the competition!!!! Hooray!! we didn't expect to win and we'll do it for fun..N it is really2 fun actually..n winning the competition is a bonus for us..I'M so HAPPY!!! then, we needed to perform during the closing ceremony. At first, jen n I can't perform because we're going back to my hometown, but guess what, we burned the flight ticket just because we want to perform the skit with our friends again, N this maybe the first n the last time i'm going to involve in this stuffs with my lovely friends..Thanks to Farouk, Abul, Jen, Flo, Alia, Ain and Nani for making the skits a success and love u all...<3

sorry..

1. Words will not be able to ever express how sorry I am for this, and I have profound regret and sorrow for the multitude of mistakes and harm I have caused.

2. I felt ashamed for what I had done. I don’t have any excuses. I did what I did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I wouldn’t pawn this off on anybody. I’m sorry it happened. And I hurt people

3. When you realize you've made a mistake, make amends immediately. It's easier to eat crow while it's still warm.

4. An apology is the superglue of life. It can repair just about anything

5. Apology is a lovely perfume; it can transform the clumsiest moment into a gracious gift.

6. Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.

1 feb 2010..

whaT a dAy..iT is a loNg daY..juz lIke thE othEr dayS..i oWez wAtcH thE cloCk..n the timE runs so slowlY..now it juZ oNlY 5.00pM..whAt i'm gonna dO?? whAt a boRiNg day...today, i do mY workS like oWez..a housewiFe's worK..laundRY,tidY up tHe house, cookInG..fuhh...thEsE works continUe evrYdAy since i'm iN malAysiA..i'm CountinG dAys to go back to sydnEy..iT is 22days lEfT..i DunnO whY buT i Miss sydney sO muCH..can't waiT to havE fun therE becoZ this is my lasT yeaR thErE..therE aRe A loT of thiNgs tHat i wAnna dO..i WiSh i cAn cOmplEtE all..hMm..nwAy, eDucAtiOn is iMporTant..i havE to focuS oN mY sTudY bcoZ i havE plAyEd A loT beforE this..i hope i cAn fAcE this yeaR with flYinG cOloUrs..wAaaaa..cAn'T wAiT to go bacK..;(

it's yOu..

i wAnt sOmEonE tO lAuGh wiTh mE..

sOmEonE tO bE grAvE wiTh me..

somEonE tO plEasE mE

anD hElP mY diScrimInAtiON wiTh hIs owN rEmArK

anD At tImEs, No doUbT,

To AdmirE mY aCutEnEss anD pEnEtrAtiOn..

anD i know thaT somEonE iS yOu..

hey..hey..

hMmm..it hAs bEen A lonG time i do nOt updAte my bloG..fUhhh..finallY i opennEd iT N poSt sUmthinG..hUhU..iT hAs bEEn 2 moNthS++ i lefT sydnEy, n noW i'M iN mAlAysiA..wuT a plAn..nI sumE bDk2 nZ nyER psL..hUhUHu..i miSs thEm so muCh sO hAvE to gO bAcK tO mesiA to mEeT thEm..aT firSt mY hOlidAy iS tOtAllY dAmN blooDy bOrinG..i'M lIke A houSewifE..nEed to do evEry houSE choREs..fUhh..so damn tirED..n i dUn hAvE friEndS hErE coZ evEryonE iN unI noW..buT i gOt pErmiSsioN frOm mY dAd tO go tO kl for A wEek..i cAn mEet mY frenz n alsO mY bElovED onE who iS oweZ bZ wiTh hiS woRkS-mY bF la,sApe lg..hihIhI..firST, it's A lIl biT boriNg coZ i DunnO wuT to dO..sO,mOsT oF thE time,i'M stAyinG homE wiTh nIza..thEn,At niTE, bR hAng OuT..thanx to mY deAR, mR hAfiZ coZ blAnjEr mUviE N mkn2..oRg bEkErjaya lA kN..hUhuHu...thEn i hAnG ouT wiTh mY nZ's frEnz-cIk Intan,cIn nAnAd n cIK dAmiA..tp AdE soRg kWn bR-chIcha..hUhu..miSh kOrg a loT..thanx hAnG out sAme2...best2..(gmbr2 dlm fb la ek, nanti la post kT bloG nI)..nAnTi ktE hAng ouT kt sydnEy n nz lAk Ek..noW, it's oNly ThrEe wEeks moRE to gO..sYdnEY!!!!wAit for mE..i miSs u So muCH..n alsO bDk2 kt sanE..xsAbAr nk lepak2 lg..hUhU..

enD oF sEmEstER..gOnnA miSS mY tUtOriAls..

tHis sEmEstER endS oREdI..timE moVEs sO fAsT..n nOw,evEryoNe bZ wiTH thE Exams..minE tgL lg saTU..gOsH..whY i cAn't finiSh it a.s.a.p??bUT it's oK..i hAvE time tO sTudY loR..hihI..buT i orEdI miSh mY tUtoriAl..n aLL mY fREnz..thEy ArE sO loVElY..becAusE oF thEm,i bE whAt i'm noW..fEeL cOnfIdencE to tAlK in eNgliSh aLthouGH sUmtimES miserAblE gAk..bUT i tRy..it'S gOod,iSn't iT??tHanX to All my frEnz in mY tUtoRialS- Educ260(bEsT sGT), edUc261(cOoL glEr) n LInG211(blUr ckET tP ttP skE)...hUhU..n tO aLL lEctUrERs (wIlliAm, andreW crAM, mATt boweR, aNnAbeLLe, kAthrYN n oThErs)..thanX A loT..gOnnA aPpreCiAtE iT..u rOXX,gUyS..

pIcS wItH lEctUrErS..

pIcS wiTh kwn2 kt tutoriAl..

frEnZ lASt fOrevER...

to aLL mY frenz.thAnX 4 aLL ur sUpporT..bcoZ oF U..thAt iS whAt i Am noW..i fEel rElieF n hEpI wiF mY lifE noW..bcOz oF u,iT mAkEs mE sTrongER pErsoN..n u noE wuT u ArE thE bEsT friEnDs evER..loVe U guYs..iZZa shAyunkS sAmA kamOo...

jUz a siGh..hMm..

sumEtimEs lIfe is WeirD..i DUn understAnD WhY wE have tO lEavE sUmOne thAt We lovE??iS it bcOz we dUn waNNa hUrT hIs/hEr fEelinG??or iT is juZ a tEst foR oUR lovE??n sumetimEs, do wE nEed to bothEr bOuT whAt othErs tHiNk and saY bouT uS althougH sumTimEs thEy dOn'T meaN iT??i'M trYinG tO fIgurE whY thiS hAppenS..is it wRonG to tEll sumoNe thAt wE loVe hIm/hEr oR hate hIm/hEr??iT juZ a fEelinG thAt ComE ovEr n sUmtimEs wE dUn wAnT thAt fEelinG to come to ouR heaRT..buT how cAn wE fOrcE thAt frOm noT cOminG tO ouR lifE??iS thAt lifE??if it is the meaNinG of lifE,i juZ cAn saY thAt,lIfE is rEallY cOmPlicatEd..n whAt we cAn dO is juZ mOve oN wif the fLoW..hMM...thAt's lifE..N LaUgH aS mUcH As U brEathE,n lOve As lonG As YoU livE..lAsT bUt nOt leasT...rEmembEr thAt liFe is AbouT chAngE..sUmetimEs iT's bEautIfUL..sumtimEs it's pAinfUL..moSt oF thE timE it's bOtH..

sO..njoY uR lIfE n nevER rEgrET oN whAt u have donE..

tEachEr's dAy aT dArling hArbOuR..

16th mAy..hEpI tEachEr's dAy...dArliNg hArbouR && fireWorkS..wE cElEbraTEd thE tEachEr's dAy AT dArlinG hArboUR wiF thE firEworkS shOw..iT's cOoL..loVE iT sOoo mUcH..aT fIrsT,i cAn'T gO there coZ i'm totAllY bRokEn..bUt thAnX tO mARd,mImIe,sUe n flO foR thE trEaT..rEallY ApprEciAtE iT..bCoZ oF thEm,I cAn Go therE..n aLl oF uS hAvE fUn..firST,WE wenT tO shalOM..iNdonEsiAn rEstAurAnT..thE bEsT parT..it hAS spIcY fOOd..apE lG..oRdER lA..pItY to a feW oF mY frenz whO cAn'T eaR sPicY fOod..thE fOod iS deLiciouS n wE've plAnnED to gO thErE nExt timE..bUt AftEr alloWancE mSk lER..hUhUHu..thEn,aLl of uS wAlK AS quiCk aS wE cAn coZ wE afrAiD thAt wE'rE going to bE lAtE foR thE firEworKs..thAnx goD..wE arrivED thErE tepAt2 jEr shoW 2 nK staRT..cAntIk sgT..aLl oF uS eNjoY the shOw..iT wAs the bESt tEachEr's dAy cElEbrAtIOn..hUhuhU..p/S: thanx a loT,gUyS...